New life

Got my result and it was terrible, >.< no A....T.T ban from computer now, T.T at least don't have to see all that...x.x argh.....i can't think here...so i just simply blog....xD erm.... ah~ next week i'm going Singapore for 3 days from 27th-29th...=) Get some fresh air huh? xP lol.... erm... i wonder who am i going to message over there? :P erm.... erm.... gosh....can't think, >.< i guess thats it? xP i stop here ba, xD tata~! XP

So now i guess you had saw my blog? Someone told you huh? thought so.... >.< why do you have to do all that? You don hav to do that.... maybe you think thats the best way huh?? perhaps....but there is always small place in my heart for you.... deep inside... ok thats enough of my emoness, >.<  hmm....let's just blog about what happen last few day if i gt the time to, xD erm....let start with saturday, saturday i woke up early in the morning at 7.30am, T.T then without breakfast after my bath, i straight rush to the star spm workshop at segi college university, >.< reach there around 8.40am, still in my sleeping mood, i walk to the classroom, >.< i sat at the corner alone, saw someone looking at me, wonder whats going on, turns out it was 1 of my old school mate, x.x time interval between 9- 9.30 i was slping, xD then around 10, tea time, she  came to disturb me with her friends, which were all shorty, :P then was the add math lesson, its was boring, T.T then at 1 lunch time, went side seeing with her around the college, get some fresh air while chit chat with her, she asked me whether im single or nt, i say i am but she don't believe it, =.=lll after that, we back to class at 2pm, physic time, then break time again, i sat in the class, din't go out, cause i was sleepy, ;P then chemistry time, was msging din really hear what he was mumbling, xP 5pm i went back and sleep, xD thats all, byebye~! =)


Surprise = Fuck...you scare the shit out of me~!
Anger   = Fuck you
Trouble = i guess im fuck now
Difficulty = i can't understand this fucking job
Suspicion = What the fuck are you doing?
Request = Get the fuck of here
Greetings = how the fuck are you?
Anxiety = today is very fuck

No time to post now T.T

Im currently at cc.. my hse internet down, T.T so don hav much time to post what i want post, >.< ermm.... let just post about ytday, xD yesterday went ww again, watch narnia with leong, x.x I reach there around 12, xP then we went buy ticket, X.x movie start at 2.20 so we went play 2 game of bowling, xD i won, hehehe, xD lol, then rush to the cinema, cause we are late, >.< then, dumudu wan to buy popcorn, so we went inside to buy, then saw her again, T.T why? everytime keep seeing her, T.T She run away thinking i didn't saw her, but then we were in the same show, she was just siting far left behind of me, =.=llll no matter where, we still saw each other, >.< haiz.... ok, no time to write anymore, gtg aldy, T.T write about last few days other day when my internet is back on, T.T byebye~!

God is playing us? o.o
And what does your post mean?
I don't want to think about it, afraid to get the wrong understanding....
i'm moving on, although i keep looking back... hoping.....

Family day

Today i woke up at 7.40am, i don't know how i manage to wake up that early, my alarm clock haven't sound also i woke up already, >.< Then, went to bath and brush my teeth, :D after that, on9 awhile while waiting for my bro to get ready, then off to selayang mall, xD on the way there, the traffic is terrible, so we went the long way to get there, we arrive around 9.30+, then went to the bowling center, xP the bowling center is almost the same as the wwm de, x.x around 10+ we took breakfast, sandwich and coffee only, >.< then is bowling time, 1st round for me i reach 99 only, then 2nd round, i reach 118, XD when round 3, i did badly with only 78 marks, :P each group 3 person, i team up with a india guy and malay woman, our total marks add up together, the highest is only 301+, >.< My dad group get number 2, won sum prizes, xP then i went play blowing balloon contest, guess what, i got number 1, hehehe, but hor when the balloon burst, it hit my eyes, T.T now abit injure, T.T but who cares, i won a dinner for two at concorde hotel, :P then, went play musical chair, i lose after 3 round, >.< those guys very ganas, X.x then lunch time, eat fried rice and SANDWICH AGAIN, wth, =.=lll after that was lucky draw time, we get a rice cooker, dam, wish we could get the handphone, T.T then, snap picture and went back home, ROAR~!

Tata~! Panda... =)

Yesterday....

Yesterday, i din get to on9, >.< my internet down, so piss off, x.x haiz, yesterday went wangsa walk.... woke up at 11.30 reach there at 12.30+, then went arcade and saw her, i don't know what to do when i saw her, i just keep on walking straight, at least she is smiling, by the time i pass by her, suddenly i felt the pain in my heart, i don't know how to explain the pain, it is almost like a mini heart attack, then i turn back and look at her, she just leave without looking back, X.x Well, at least now she hates me, XD i done what i wanted to do, but it just piss me off, why do god have to allow me to see her? i hate it, just let me go.... i don't want to see her anymore~! Maybe i should learn to hate you....i hate playgirl....T.T After that, me and julian went bowling.... haiz, me no mood already after seeing her, causing me to lose to him, i reach 88 marks oni, 4 longkang, x.x Then, we went watch OCH which was boring, i was yawning all the time, it was freaking boring, >.< Then around 5pm i went back, having a headache.... went rest awhile then went out at 7pm to get dinner, x.x back at home around 9pm, play ps2 awhile then went to sleep, =.=lll

Byes~!

Roar...

Roar....hmmm, no idea what to blog....>.< i guess i simply blog la, ;p Erm... Let's see what i been doing lately...o.O hmm, let's start with i woke up at 12 again... xP dam, i getting lazy everyday, >o< then, after brushing my teeth and wash my face, i went downstairs and my mum scold me,  ''what time already? Now only u wake up, faster go and wipe the fan and clean your room'', lol... sound much better than my alarm clock, XP after taking my breakfast i went to wipe the fan, gosh~ i clean 5 fan in just an hour, hehehe, xD it was pretty troublesome tho, carry the stairs here and there, and the weather is not so helpful, IT WAS FREAKING HOT~! When cleaning the 3rd fan, i was already like in a swimming pool, i was sweating like hell, =.=lll After cleaning the all those fans, >.< i clean my own room, and of course i slack awhile during cleaning my room, >.< after all that, its was around 3.30+, so i went downstairs to exercise, xD my mum went out, so i on the home theater and bomb the house with Insomnia while exercising on the treadmill, xP then, i went bath after exercising, after that, i went play my ps2, BEN 10, although the game play was terrible but it was fun, xD Then, play my guitar awhile before sleeping, xD Thats all for the day, xP Gosh i miss swimming, i have no idea, xD

I'm speechless when i'm with you, i look at you because i'm speechless, i love you that is why i'm speechless...X)

Tata~ <3 Cy Chiew aka Panda

A new life....Hopefully

Roar~! Its over... i'm tired of you.... tired of your lies.... i'm leaving you.... never to look back ever again....X.x I'm gonna change all my password....xD hmm...what should i blog ? nothing....i'm just gonna blog whatever i want and feels and nobody will know about it, hahahaha, xD ROAR....xP I'm starting to move on, but i keep on looking back... wondering will the door still open for me? >.< How stupid can i be? Indeed i'm really stupid to not hold you tightly when you're mine.... now whats the point of regretting? No point crying over a spill milk, =.=ll This is a place of my deepest and darkness of my heart.... blek~! just kidding... i don't know who am i  already, i don't even know what i doing....>.< Maybe my brain just shut itself up due to too much stress and thought of you, xD You lie to me.... i don't like people who lies to me....=.=lll

P/s: Although you see me like happy or crazy or like nothing happen, the truth is...i'm not okay... i won't express it anymore, xD i will only tell my bloggie, xP

Tata~! <3 Takuro Itachi aka Cy Chiew aka Panda <3